Letting Go is Forgetting

This happens all the time. It's that same feeling that you thought you have forgotten things in the past and then it suddenly hunts you and you can feel the rush of blood from the streams of your vains and the fast beats of the heart.. Damn! That burns! Totally!

How would it be so easy to let go of things that you have been clinging on to you that had made a great scar in your life and it's like you thought you have let go of it already but then when you look back you see yourself holding on still?

It's so hard to play the game of hide and seek. The past had hidden from you, but you still seek for it. You still seek for the past hoping that there would still a chance to revive things and bring it back to its normal way. You wish things to be the same because it's not really that easy to forget. There is nothing more to do but to pretend. But have you ever thought that pretention is the hardest thing to do? The more you pretend, the more you are fooling yourself. But how would you accept things and forget if "forget" would seem to be the hardest word.