Here I am again. I always lose myself. Not certain of what I wanna do. Imagining to do one thing then later wants another. I dunno. I am vague! That's the problem. I always wanna do something but some people just can't leave me alone. I always wanna be alone but some people try to get their lives on me. Arrgh! I wanna go somewhere. Out of the place where I am stuck at the moment. I wanna find the real me. I wanna have the focus that I am losing. I wanna learn on my own without asking someone on what to do. I am not young anymore. I am at the right age. Independent in big stuff but dependent in small stuff. Weird. At this point, as if I am not breathing on my own. As if I'm breathing with an oxygen tank. An imbecile body generated by machines. Darn! When can I have my own life?
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